Smile!

the college of choice: Ohio University
thats right, im the class 2012 Bobcats!

graduation from mville- coming sooner than i could ever imagine...
im looking forward to a long summer of working (doing hair), preparing for college, and spending all the time i can with my wonderfullishous friends!

senior prom is in a few weeks and im pumped!

this year has flown by soooo unbelievably fast....

i just sealed my entrance exam for Ohio State!!! i checked it about 8 times just to make sure i had everything in order. i am in "scared beyond all reason" mode until i receive that letter stating whether i am in the program or not!

the wait begins...

by the way- this determines whether i get into college or not... my life is in that envelope! please say my work is great enough to be one of the 18 accepted!!!

Patrick is back to college. It is going to be quite lonely around here for the next two to three weeks, until he comes home again.... i miss him already...
he will probably be home in two weeks, he will miss me too much :)

Tristan and his friends come up Tuesday!!! I am so psyched...

You can tell him that I'm waiting
You can tell him that I'm not coming home
It's been a couple weeks debating
And I'm still not sure if he really knows
Fight off your urges to say how you feel
It can only cause you problems tonight
Hold tight till you leave, then decide
Whether the timing was wrong, or was it right?

Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left
Take a look just a little closer
Because he's the one that makes it feel like home
And I see now, but I can't fight
Wait here just a little longer
Hold on tight you about to lose him
These feelings that I have inside for him

Call me a friend when you're in dire need of
Falling cause I'm always there to help you up
Call me when you have a place to run away from
Call me cause I..

Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left
Take a look just a little closer
Because he's the one that makes it feel like home
And I see now, but I can't fight
Wait here just a little longer
Hold on tight you about to lose him
These feelings that I have inside for him

Give me a chance to prove that I
Could be your one, your inspiration.
Cause I swear, I won't, mess it all up give me a try
I know that I have my own flaws
But they just build my motivation
So take me, right now, before I start to change my mind

Cause I know I would, regret if I ever left
Take a look just a little closer
Because he's the one that makes it feel like home
And I see now, but I can't fight
Wait here just a little longer
Hold on tight you about to lose him
These feelings that I have inside for him

By: The Scene Aesthetic.
Song: So Peter, You've become a Pirate.

And we wait above a road.
We're turning to go home.
And the silence from the side of the car,
Tells me everything and how we are.
Cause there's no more trying to make this so right.
There's no more trying tonight.

And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.

I know something is wrong,
I just don't know what to do.
You say it's only me and that I'm so perfect for you.
I don't want to try no more,
I don't want to make this right.
I just want you to be true to me one time.

And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.

Twelve days gone by since I have saw you last,
I'll give this one more try,
I'll give it all my best and I'll ask
What could you be doing that is so much fun
Without me by your side,
Without me by your side.
And I will take a step back and I'll let you ahead,
And I will take a step away and see if you come back,
Because there's no more trying to make this so right,
Theres no more trying,
Theres no more trying tonight.

We'll never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
Until you're done.